Am I stupid to expect him to change, and to understand? Am I
selfish for asking for simple things like talking to me at night? I see other
people, and then I look at myself. I push off all of my sweet time to be with
him regardless of anything, and all he can do, the best he can do is pushing
SOME of his time and except my appreciation? What appreciation? Let’s be honest,
I already lost all of my friends, and don’t even talk to them on the phone
anymore, and now this shit? So I push my friends away, it’s something that I am
“obligated” to do, and for him to push off gaming night, or even delay it,
would literally kill our relationship? Wow, that’s just touchy. Exactly touchy.
Hecking every time I would skip an hangout, or skip and
phone conversation. For what reason? Because Danny is finally available, and
things like that, yet now a days, guys don’t appreciate, or don’t remember.
Well shit.
Humanity in general,
tends to remember more of the things they didn’t do, the things they piss you
off with, and the things that they disagree with you about more than the things
that you did that’s good and such.
In arguments like this, the ones who first remember the
rights the opposite do, looses, because obviously, the guilt will come in and
hit you in the head.
The funny thing is that, tomorrow is his birthday, and I was
actually beginning to write his birthday card when he called, and now with that
one call, everything is gone. My idea, my inspiration, everything. Why the hell
will he even fight with me on a night like this.
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