-damn-

Like I have to fit into his schedule. And having to have him fit into my schedule seem like the most difficult thing ever. When I have family stuff I'd rather get yelled at than to skip because I said I would do something and what? He bails anytime he wants because his parents want him to stay? Wow. What a hecking boyfriend! That back stabber, that one that scars my heart multiple times. Always put me on the hit list of enemy, like wow fuck. Geezus.
So why am I always getting placed last in this whole relationship issues?
He accuse me of being selfish once again, and this time I actually cried silently. No anger, no tears was shed, and all he have to say is, "even if you don't tell me I know that you're still mad because things don't go in your way" what the fuck? The first thing he think of wasn't "aw I know you're sad too," but much rather, yeah you selfish ass, I am the only non selfish ass over here.
Well gee Romeo. I didn't know that I was that bad of a villain. Like shit. I change to what you want and you treat me like crap. Well I hope you regret it for treating me like crap. I don't even know why I back down for you. Shit.