Tears and pain from within.

I don't know what is stronger, my will or my love for you. Tear has dried out on the outside, but it is running free on the inside. I realize long time ago that if I was going to date a girl, then I will need to pour all my efforts in. So if I walk away, it will not be in regret. There is a difference between calling you a princess than treating you like one. I try so very hard on meeting your every need, but more than often things came out differently than what we expected and if something went outside of your expectation. You will shower me with you tears and harsh words. I don't know what I more scary to me, breaking up with you or staying to get damaged. Sometime I wonder why I even try so hard when at the end of the day I am nothing more than a puppet to you. You don't need to argue or explain with what I said. I am not seeking for understand or sympathy. I just simply want to share my feeling with you, whether that matters to you or not