Gain and lose some.

It's like ying and yang. You gain some and then you loose some. It's the process of life. I know we cannot stop it, and I know it's all upon fairness. But when selfish thoughts kick in, things starts to happen.
For say, the amount of friends I make can equal to the amounts of friends he makes. I cannot really judge because I myself made many opposite sex friends but at the same time I get insecure easily. And with his new three close friends it just makes me a little self conscious and a little greedy or perhaps jealous.
I am the type of person that gets all up to someone's ass when they finally belong to me or if I am in control of something. It's just something that runs. Sigh. Life.