It's sometimes at those times that makes me wonder, at those times of argument that makes me wonder. What is happiness, and what is the secret of staying forever? Is it a long term agreement? Or perhaps a compromise of some sort? Or is it just some simple non complicated issues for say ignoring all the things that bugs you the most, the things that you wish your other half would change, those bad habbits, those things that hurt/harm your feelings? It is those moments where I end up weeping in my heart, feeling it tear a little by little, feeling the rip in my soul. It is at those moment where I ask, is it worth it to just ignore it? Is it worth the effort? Maybe it is the communication issue, and sometimes just the wrong timing, but out of everything, I definitely wish that there are those times of understanding. Something I realize my other half doesn't have. Something my previous half did have but I ignored it, something my current half doesn't have and I complain about.
      It is at these times where I wonder, was it worth it breaking off with my previous half? was it?